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I write him a note. Why would you tell Josh that we’re— I hesitate and then finish with a thing? #3 в контекст | | |
I kick the back of his chair, and he turns around and I hand him the note. He slouches in his seat to read it; then I watch as he scribbles something. He tips back in his chair and drops the note on my desk without looking at me. #4 в контекст | | |
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I press down so hard my pencil tip chips off. Please answer the question. #6 в контекст | | |
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I let out a frustrated sigh and Matt, my lab partner, gives me a funny look. #8 в контекст | | |
After class Peter is swept away with all his friends; they leave in a big group. I’m packing up my backpack when he returns, alone. He hops up on the table. “So let’s talk,” he says, super casual. #9 в контекст | | |
I clear my throat and try to gather my bearings. “Why did you tell Josh we were—” I almost say “a thing” again, but then change it to “together?” #10 в контекст | | |
“I don’t get what you’re so upset about. I did you a favor. I could have just as easily blown up your spot.” #11 в контекст | | |
I pause. He’s right. He could have. “So why didn’t you?” #12 в контекст | | |
“You’ve sure got a funny way of saying thank you. You’re welcome, by the way.” #13 в контекст | | |
Automatically I say, “Thank you.” Wait. Why am I thanking him? “I appreciate you letting me kiss you, but—” #14 в контекст | | |
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Ugh! He’s so insufferable. Just for that I’m going to toss a little dig his way. “That was . . . really generous of you. To let me do that. But I’ve already explained to Josh that it’s not going to work out with us because Genevieve has you whipped, so it’s all good. You can stop pretending now.” #16 в контекст | | |
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“But aren’t you, though? I mean, you guys have been together since the seventh grade. You’re basically her property.” #18 в контекст | | |
“You don’t know what you’re talking about,” Peter scoffs. #19 в контекст | | |
“There was a rumor last year that she made you get a tattoo of her initials on your butt for her birthday.” I pause. “So did you?” I reach around him and fake try to lift up the back of his shirt. He yelps and jumps away from me, and I collapse in a fit of giggles. “So you do have a tattoo!” #20 в контекст | | |
“I don’t have a tattoo!” he yells. “And we’re not even together anymore, so can you stop with this shit? We broke up. We’re over. I’m done with her.” #21 в контекст | | |
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Hastily I say, “Well, I’m sure you’ll get back together soon. You’ve broken up before, right? Only to get back together again, like immediately. It’s probably because you were each other’s firsts. That’s why you can’t let each other go. I’ve heard that’s how it is with firsts, especially with guys.” #24 в контекст | | |
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“Oh, everybody knows. You guys did it freshman year in her parents’ basement, right?” #26 в контекст | | |
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“See? Even I know, and I’m a nobody. Even if you do stay broken up for real this time, which I doubt, it’s not like any other girl can date you.” Meaningfully I say, “Let’s not forget what happened to Jamila Singh.” #28 в контекст | | |
Peter and Genevieve broke up for a month last year, so Peter started dating Jamila Singh. Jamila might even be prettier than Genevieve—a different kind of pretty, anyway. More like hot. She has long wavy black hair and a little waist and a big butt. Let’s just say it didn’t end well for her. Not only did Genevieve cut her out of the group, but she told everyone that Jamila’s family had an Indonesian slave living with them, when really it was just her cousin. And I’m pretty sure it was Genevieve who started a rumor online that Jamila washed her hair only once a month. The final straw was when Jamila’s parents got an anonymous e-mail saying that she was having sex with Peter. Her parents transferred her right out and put her in private school. Genevieve and Peter were back together by spring formal. #29 в контекст | | |
“Gen says she didn’t have anything to do with that.” #30 в контекст | | |
I give him a get real look. “Please, Peter. I know her well and so do you. Well, I did know her well. But I don’t think people change at the core. They are who they are.” #31 в контекст | | |
Slowly Peter says, “That’s right. You two were BFFs back in the day.” #32 в контекст | | |
“We were friends,” I agree. “I wouldn’t call us BFFs, but . . .” Wait a minute, why are we talking about me again? “Everybody knows it was Genevieve who told Jamila’s parents. You don’t have to be a detective to figure out that Genevieve was jealous of her. Jamila was the prettiest girl in our grade, next to Genevieve. Gen was always a very jealous person. I remember this one time my dad bought me a . . .” #33 в контекст | | |
Peter’s staring at me in a thoughtful way, and it’s all of a sudden making me nervous. #34 в контекст | | |
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“It’s driving Gen crazy not knowing what’s up with you and me. Why don’t we let her sit with it a little longer? It’s actually kind of perfect. You date me first, and then Gen will get it that we’re over. You’ll be breaking the seal.” He raises an eyebrow at me. “Do you even know what breaking the seal means?” #40 в контекст | | |
“Yes, of course I know what that means.” I have no idea what that means. I make a mental note to ask Chris the next time I see her. #41 в контекст | | |
Peter comes up close to me, and I scoot backward. He laughs and cocks his head to the side and puts his hands on my shoulders. “So then break my seal.” #42 в контекст | | |
I let out a nervous laugh. “Ha-ha, sorry, Peter, but I’m not interested. In you.” #43 в контекст | | |
“Well, yeah. That’s the whole point. I’m not interested in you, either. Like, at all.” Peter shudders. “So what do you say?” #44 в контекст | | |
I shrug my shoulders so his hands fall away. “Hello, I just got through explaining to you how Gen will kill any girl that goes near you!” #45 в контекст | | |
Peter dismisses this. “Gen’s all talk. She’d never do anything to anybody. You just don’t know her like I do.” When I don’t say anything, he takes my silence as encouragement, and he says, “It would help you out too, you know. With that kid Josh. Weren’t you so worried about losing face in front of him? This could save you from more humiliation. Because why would you be with him when you could be with me? Well, pretend be with me. Strictly business, though. I can’t have you falling in love with me, too.” #46 в контекст | | |
It gives me great pleasure to look up into his Handsome Boy face and sweetly say, “Peter, I don’t even want to be your pretend girlfriend, much less your real one.” #47 в контекст | | |
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“You read my letter. You’re not my type. Nobody would ever believe I would like you.” #49 в контекст | | |
“It’s up to you. I’m just trying to do us both a favor.” Then he shrugs and looks over my shoulder, like he’s bored with this conversation. “But Josh definitely believed it.” #50 в контекст | | |
