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аз345 16.06.20 в 17:39

KITTY’S STILL MAD AT ME. In the wake of the Josh revelation, I’d forgotten all about Kitty. She ignores me all morning, and when I ask if she wants me to take her to the store for school supplies, she snaps, “With what car? You wrecked Margot’s.”

#2

КИТИ ВСЕ ОЩЕ МИ Е ЯДОСАНА. След събудилото се откровение за Джош, съвсем забравих за Кити. Тя ме игнорира цяла сутрин и когато я питам дали иска да я заведа до магазина за училищни пособия, тя щраква:
- С коя кола? Ти съсипа колата на Марго.

аз345 16.06.20 в 17:42

Ouch. “I was going to take Daddy’s when he comes back from Home Depot.” I back away from her, far enough away that she can’t lash out at me with a kick or a hit. “There’s no need to be nasty, Katherine.”

#3

Ауч.
- Щях да взема колата на татко, когато се върне от Хоум Дипо* - отдръпвам се от нея, достатъчно далеч, за да не може да ме удари. - Няма нужда да си гадна, Катрин.
* Компания, продаваща стоки за дребно подобряване на дома.

аз345 16.06.20 в 17:46

Kitty practically growls, which is exactly the reaction I was hoping for. I hate when Kitty goes mad and silent. But then she flounces away, and with her back to me she says, “I’m not speaking to you. You know what you did, so don’t bother trying to get back on my good side.” I follow her around, trying to provoke her into talking to me, but there’s really no use. I’ve been dismissed. So I give up and go back to my room and put on the Mermaids soundtrack. I’m organizing my first-week back-to-school outfits on my bed when I get a text from Josh. A little thrill runs up my spine to see his name on my phone, but I sternly remind myself of my vow. He is still Margot’s, not yours. It doesn’t matter that they’re broken up. He was hers first, which means he’s hers always.

#4

Wanna go for a bike ride on that trail by the park?

#5

+1

Biking is a Margot-type activity. She loves going on trails and hikes and bikes. Not me. Josh knows it too. I don’t even own my own bike anymore, and Margot’s is too big for me. Kitty’s is more my size.

#6

I write back that I can’t; I have to help my dad around the house. It’s not a total lie. My dad did ask me to help him repot some of his plants. And I said only if he was making me and if I had no say in the matter, then sure.

#7

What does he need help with?

#8

+1

What to say? I have to be careful about my excuses; Josh can easily look out the window and see if I’m home or not. I text back a vague Just some random chores. Knowing Josh, he would show up with a shovel or a rake or whatever tool the chore entailed. And then he’d stay for dinner, because he always stays for dinner.

#9

He said I was keeping him going. Me, Lara Jean. I want to be that person for him, I want to be the one who keeps him going during this difficult time. I want to be his lighthouse keeper while we wait for Margot’s return. But it’s hard. Harder than I thought.

#10

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